Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Urm...

So can you tell me why you did that? Was it out of jealousy? Was it? Cause I really hope it was. You never ever does stuff like that. You know what? Maybe I'll just walk up to you and have a talk with you, but I don't have the courage. COURAGE. I need it. I go around solving my friends' problems and leave mine unsolved. I find myself still <3 you. :( When I want this feeling to be gone, I'm scared.

Dahlahoklahjiwangteramat.

First time aku type BM! :DD

Sunday, September 11, 2011

AH! Korean Dramas!

Hey! I'm back! Now, I'm watching a KDrama. Sungkyunkwan Scandal! Niceee. Its a love comedy. The story is about a girl entering a school (for males only) to get money (allowance) and to learn. As a girl, they were not to study as her mother always says, "Literature is like a poison to you." But in order to get money to buy herbs for her sick younger brother, she used her brother's ID to get in.

To find out more, watch the show!
BTW, no copyright intended.

Happy watching! :D

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Life :(

I am so sensitive. For some words, somebody said to me it made me felt so weird and hurt at the same time. I didn't really hear what that person said to me, but I'm pretty sure she called me something bad such as, the 'b' word and maybe the 'f' word too. Either it was her or me who didn't understand each others' joke. I know. Even if I was you, I don't think I would like it either, but, seriously? I thought we ARE friends. Or is it we WERE friends? I'm not so sure anymore. Why? This isn't the first time you have hurt me before. Do you hate me that much? We called each other sisters and we are friends. Aren't we? We have been drifted away from each others since this year. We became more stranger like. I never felt comfortable around you anymore. I really really want us to be friends back. Please. I know you wouldn't be reading this but, this is what I feel.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Hehe...

Gone for so LONG! I went to a family trip for 2-days and 1-night. Had fun with my cousins! Cousins came over to stay as well. That's why I wasn't on blogger or Facebook. Oh, well. But, I caught an addiction this holiday. Pokemon! :D I love it! It reminds me of my childhood >< how I miss those times!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Pretend.

I am so sick of pretending.
I really really dislike you. And you.
Say I'm mean. Say I'm evil.
I just need you for *some reason*.

I meet up with 2 of my primary bff.
Had a fun day!
A blast!
Now, without them. I feel empty. Hollow inside.
I really want them with me.
But, that's impossible.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Update

Sorry for not updating for so long. Was busy with exam and was watching drama. Finished all 25 ep in urm 3 days :D

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Love

I LOVE Hello Kitty :D. I am a teenager but I still love Hello Kitty. Its so adorable! ><

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Exam.

Exam. Sheesh. I dislike exams. I kinda like it cause no homework but ugh! the pressure ahhh! I want some cupcakes yo! :D LOL I freaking need a new DP for my Fb acc. All ze' frens all nice nice but mine, if u look u'll go blind.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Cacat =='

Sigh. I forgot what was so cacat ady. WAIT. I rmb now. I needa study for the exam and I am Fb-ing and blogging. Internet is so hard to resist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEEDA STUDY!

Friday, August 12, 2011

Seriously?

GAH! FACEBOOK!
SERIOUSLY??
Why my account??
Oh, I'm having the account unavailable problem due to site maintenance.
I searched for solutions but found things that scared me. Facebook said it will be down for a few hours (less than 24hrs) but, a lot of the comments said not. Some account was down for days. I'm scared. I want my account back! Mark, fix it please! :'(

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Notice that...

I always blog about my feelings instead of how my day went and stuff? I guess I'm just ME! :D Bye! Gotta get ready for school now. :(

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

AM I THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND???

AM I??? HUH??

HOW MANY FREAKING TIME DO YOU WANT ME TO ASK YOU TO UNDERSTAND ME??? DON'T YOU GET IT??? ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT??? CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ENGLISH??? EVERYDAY, I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS BUT HAVE YOU EVER CARED ABOUT MINE??? WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THAT PERSON TO GIVE UP SO OTHERS CAN BE SATISFIED??? WHY DON'T YOU BE THE PERSON WHO GIVE UP NOW??? YOU TAKE THINGS WAY TOO SERIOUSLY. YOU CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND A FREAKING JOKE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. AND YOU CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND. DON'T GET ME WRONG. I DON'T HATE YOU. BUT, SOMETIMES, YOU JUST HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ME.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Haiz...

I miss her.
I really miss her.
I miss my best friend.

LOL. I just saw her yesterday after 3 months. I miss her. Thats why I was feeling so grumpy today. But, twere some people I hate who made me like this too. ANNOYING SHIT. Omnomnomom I am so sad. I wan her. My best friend. Too bad we are in separate schools. :'( SAD. SAD. SAD. She is just so amazing an pretty and smart and gorgeous and I LOVE HER.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Time.

Time really does flies. Its already August. We've been JUST friends from close friends for 8 months. When are you going to open up to me again? We used to be 15cm away, now, a few km. I really miss you. Why do you, well at my point of view, dislike me so much? What have I ever done wrong to you? I never lied to you. Now, you don't even smile at me. You used to give me those OMG-icantotallydiefromthisomgsofreakingawesomesmile. Now, you just give me those cold icy stare. Everytime I think, you occupies my mind forcing me to go crazy. Can't you just talk to me? Can't we be close like we used to? I really miss you. :(

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

School.

Well, today at school thing was a little good. :D If I continue then my secret's out so... Bye! *fornow

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

You + Me = _______

Solve the equation above. Its so hard! I can't solve it!

The Story Of Us.
I believe you have heard it before. Well if you haven't. Search online and hear it. Or at least read the lyrics.

The song lyrics reminds me a lot about my life. Practically my life now. Why are we so distant now? There wasn't any misunderstanding between us anyway. Or so I think. Its so confusing! Argh. Do you know how hard it is living like this? I really want you to be friendly again. Please. I beg you. Please. Are you having fun torturing me like this? Do you enjoy seeing me like this? Holding back all this words back. Resisting the temptation to tell you all this. It hard. But, I'll manage.

Project

ARGH! My project has to be passed up a month early! Teacher! Ugh. You gave us 3 months and now you say we must pass up before holidays! NO! LOL

Monday, August 1, 2011

Its hard to be me.

My life ain't any princess tale. Life's hard on me. Thing are becoming worst. But, I have to go on. I can bunjee jumping without rope but it won't do any good. People I care, I love would hurt and I an't wanting that to happen. Sigh. Gotta write a script now. Haiz, people, try to understand me a little?

Decision?

Well well what have I got myself in this time?
Easy, my friend want me to join the "National Clothing Competition". But I don't want! ARGH! I really don't want! No! Never! PLEASE NO! I jut called her and she insist that I join. I seriously doesn't want to. I told her but she still want me to join! NO! I DON"T WANT TO. I'm just gonna make a fool out of myself. I'm not those popular, beautiful, charming and cute girls. NO! Heck, how am I gonna deal with this? HELP PLEASE!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Histroy repeated again.

Again,

WHY?

Why? Am I such a loser?

Do you hate me so much?

Why?

You talked to me today, alright.

But when I come close. You went away?

I mean, DO I LOOK LIKE A MONSTER?

Anyway, to day I replace my class monitor. So I became a replacement for her. Sigh. I am going to replace ANOTHER friend. The head of cleanliness. Needa ask every lazy bum to move and do their duty. SIGH. What can I say? I'm awesome? LOL no. I'm useful. That's it!

Argh...

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

STOMACH PAIN! HELP! AHHHHHH! PAIN! PAIN!

PHEW.... NOW I FEEL BETTER. :D

Monday, July 25, 2011

What I love

When I want to blog, all those soul-crushing feelings flood my head and make me post emo stuffs. Well, I guess that's what blog is for anyway. Blog to express not impress. So here I am. Expressing. Well, today I won't fill you in with my problems. I'll just share something with you. So, readers. I LOVE BAKING! And reading cookbooks. Readers who knows me would find this a little weird cause I doesn't look like those kind of girls. I look more of a iron lady type than housewife type. LOL. I mean, there HAS to be that feeling on every girl. Even if its just a little tiny bit. This is why I never am too lazy to go online and search for recipe, photos and baking websites. They are just awesome! I am also willing to stay up late just to read those recipes! And, just by looking at those photos can kill me. They just look so yummy! Delicious! Tasty! I plan to make a cupcake and a tart this coming holiday or maybe...on a weekend cause I really really can't wait! ARGH! I need to control my obsession towards baking!

Must. Control. Or. Not. Weight. Will. Increase. NO!

Friday, July 22, 2011

Trying

Trying so hard. So hard it hurts.
I miss them.
My friends.
Come back please.
I wish we never went separate schools.
I'm lonely.
Very lonely.
So lonely its scary.
Please.
God, please.
I'm trying to be tough when I can't.
I'm trying to be strong when I can't.
I'm trying to not be a rebel.
I'm trying to look on the positive side of everything but it just doesn't work.

CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?

I'M TRYING!!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Messed up.

Yup. Thats all I can say about what I'm feeling now.

MESSED UP.

Anyway, WOAH blogged too much today.

Nvm, I just wanna say sorry to those who read my past two blog post. It is really emotional.

To: Those who know me

Don't tell anyone. Don't even ask me anything about it. Please.

I hereby declare. I have emotion problems.

So true.

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

If it wasn't for you, I would have fallen for another.

I didn't have a choice. I mean, did you give me one?

Dear heart,
Stop beating twice at once. That ~~idiot~~ doesn't care.

I wonder. Who am I in your life?

Why?

Why?
Why?
Why?

Why MUST you be the right person at the wrong time?
Why do I still feel like this even though we are not even close anymore?
Why?
Why must I be so stupid?
Stuff like this do happen but why me?
I know I am annoying cause I keep asking why but I just can't help it.
Things are SO wrong at the moment.
I just wish that 2011 never existed.
I wish that it would be 2010 forever.
Many things hurt me this year.
And you are the reason.
If only "we" still exist.
I want 2010 back.
When "we" still exist.
When none of this happened.
When I still have my best friend.
When I still have those friends of mine.
When I could just let my feelings run free.
When life isn't so hard on me.
When I can just enjoy school.
When everyday was a carefree day.

When you and me

talk
argue
tells each other stuffs
laugh
jokes around
walk together
hit each other
send each other mental notes by eye contact
copy homeworks
work together
smile at each other

When things were just......right.

I feel lost.
Like I was thrown into a desert and found no way out.

Save me.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

:(

LIVE

LOVE

LAUGH

Something that I would like to do but impossible.

HATE!

I REALLY REALLY HATE IT WHEN I SEE SCARY STUFFS! I GET FREAKED OUT SO EASILY! UGGH! HATE! BTW, I ALSO HATE HAVING A SOMEONE IN LIFE. I HATE LOVE CAUSE I GOT HURT SO MANY TIMES FOR THE SAME REASON. AND PERSON. BUT, WHAT CAN I DO? EVERYTIME I TELL MYSELF TO PUT MY GUARD UP HIGH AND NOT FALL BUT I STILL FALL. OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IT HURTS REALLY BAD WHEN YOU FALL YET HAVING NO ONE TO PULL YOU BACK UP. So, readers I hope those who knows me, to keep this a secret. Yes u can ask me about it but secretly. Kay?

Monday, July 18, 2011

True Friend

I never knew how much I meant to my friend till I went to her blog. She trust me. She loves me. And I am her place to complain. Place to tell everything. EVERYTHING. If you are reading this, I just want to tell you that I love you too. :) Because of you, I decided to not think of transferring school cause I know that decision would hurt you more than words could describe. To those out there who hurt her before, listen up. You just lost a true friend.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

My secrets :'(

YES. >< My so called secrets are no longer secrets! ARGH! Had to reveal who was my crush. My this my that. All in the name of GAME. The gun game. :D It was quite fun knowing others' secret but no. Its no fun when we had to reveal our secret. I feel like a balloon that had just burst. POP! Then all my secrets were known to my friends. Sigh. What can I do? An eye for an eye. A secret for a secret. Thats what it is.

Friday, July 8, 2011

I like it :DDDDDDD

I made this GIF. Check it out. Click on it and it will play. Try it :D

Making images is fun :D

Seriously, I love stars more than i love hearts. I don't know why but i just like stars better.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Memories.

Thing aren't always that sweet. There are always those bittersweet moments and those sour moments. I just wish for the best.

Going crazy

LOL I actually wanna make my blog into tumblr. Crazy right? Urm... No copyright inteneded. :D Hope you'll forgive me owner of tumblr.

Friday, June 24, 2011

What a day.

Gosh, today was dramatic. Well, at first ujdhvbpsdkcjwhvj. I don't want to talk about it. But, I am still gonna do it. To express my feelings. Humph. OK. Thing is, on Monday, teacher A told me that I was out of a sport event. OK. But, on Wednesday, teacher B told me I was in. On Thursday, a friend of mine saw my name in the name list. OK. Then today. Teacher C was holding a paper. The name list. With my name, my name, canceled. Just like that. A straight line across. (Well the line was rather crooked) Like this: ~~Emily Faith B.~~ Har. And I was replaced by some of their own people. WTH? OKOK calm down. UNFAIR! YOU PEOPLE ARE RACIST!

During the last lesson, our teacher allowed us to go to the field to watch them doing sports. I was like, "Teacher, can I not go?" But, I got turned down. Whatever.

When, I went down. I quickly find for my friends who were doing sports there. Then, I saw them all together. I ran up to them and I saw the toughest girl among us all was........crying. CRYING. YOU! OUT THERE. WHO MADE HER CRY. I HATE YOU!!! How did it happen? At first, her name was wrote down on the name list to replace some ppl. But, out of the sudden that 'some ppl' came in the event and cause problems. My friend was accused for being the 'extra'. A girl was like starring at her and kept on talking bad bout her. SERVES YOU RIGHT! I was like, WHUT??!! Nvm. Then, I started crumbling down. I cried. I was like, "those people are so unfair! We did nothing wrong yet we are the ones who are kicked out of things!" (Yeah, my fren was kicked out) And two of my friends did "things" to "her". HOYEAH!

Oh yeah. The teacher who had the name list. She screamed in my face 'asking' me to leave and go back to class.

On my way out f school, I saw this boy on a bike in the school compound. He was cycling and then BOOM! He banged my class monitor. Then the boy was getting back up on his bike, look at my class monitor and then flee. FLEE! Ugh..... Her leg was aching and she nearly cried. She was fighting to hold back her tears. Then she sat down on a bench nearby and her two best friends accompanied her and they ate cupcakes together.

After that, I left school. Then my mom (who came to pick me up) was scolding me cause I came out late.

WHAT A DAY!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Change.

My URL is changed. :D

Hope there's still people reading it.
I really really want followers and readers.
You-the person reading this- means A LOT to me.

Add caption

Friday, June 17, 2011

Haiz... I HATE CHAIN MESSAGES!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means "I'm interested in knowing what are your 100 truths"

1. Real name : Emily Faith B.

2. Nickname(s):-

3. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary School: -

6. High School: -

7. College: Ask me 5 or 6 years later

8. Hair color: Dark brown <3

9. Tall or short : Short =='

11. Sweats or Jeans: S....weats and J....eans

12. Phone or Camera: Phone with camera.

13. Health freak: Not really.

14. Orange or Apple: Apple.

15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Why do you needa know huh? >:|

16. Eat or Drink: Drink!

17. Piercings: Ya.

18. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi!

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: NOPE. Ya, I know. I suck. But whatever.

20. Been in a relationship: Neh.

21. Been in a car accident: No.

22. Been in prison: No.

FIRSTS?

23. First piercing: with cousin.

24. First best friends: Kindergarten fren lor.

30. Last person you texted: Erm.. Mom.

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Forgot.

32. Last food you ate: Bun.

33. Last movie you watched :Forgot.

34. Last song you listened to: Some songs on the radio.

35. Last thing you bought: A wrapping paper.

36. Last person you hugged: Forgot.

FAVOURITES?

37. Food: Tons.

38. Drink: Ice lemon tea!

39. Bottoms: ???

40. Flower:Orchid!

41. Animal:Dun really like animals.

42. Colours: Green.

43. Movies: Dunno.

44. Subjects: Dunno.

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes )

45. [X] fell in love with someone

46. [ ] celebrated Halloween

47. [X] had your heart broken.

48. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.

51. [ ] got pregnant.

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise.

55. [X] hide a secret.

56. [X] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

58. [X] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [X] ran a mile.

63. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend.

65. [X] hated someone.

66. [ ] stayed single for 2 years ( I am single all my life) (currently)

RIGHT NOW

67. Eating: Notin.

68. Drinking: Saliva.

69. Listening to:

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting.

71. Plans for today: Homwork.

72. Waiting for: YOU. :D

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids? Maybe.

74. Want to get married? Maybe.

75. Career: Not sure.

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

77. Shorter or taller: Taller.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationships.

82. Looks or personality: Personality.

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.

86. Killed somebody: No.

87. Broken someone's heart: Ya.

88. Been in love: -invalid-

89. Cried when someone died: Ya.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Not really.

91. Miracles: Yes yes yes !

92. Love at first sight: No.

93. Heaven: Ya.

94. Santa Claus: No.

95. Sex on the first date: Perverted lar! And no.

96. Kiss on the first date: No.

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: No.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Dont think so !

99. Do you believe in God:For sure.

100.Admit yourself is awesome? : Hell yeahhh -____-

P.S. There is no 10 and 50.

LOL Post this at your blog or page or watever.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Looooong time no update! O.O

Opps! Sorry! Its all because of holidays. Got bored so I decided to become a couch potato instead of facing the comp. Sad. Holidays over. I mean, today's the last day of holidays! No way! Getting sooooo nervous. Anyway, hopefully when I get back to school everything will be fine. :D Hopefully. Oh yeah! Exam results. = =. Wow. That ruined my day like it is not rotten enough. SAD LIFE.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Oh yeah!

Today, mummy, sis and I made dumplings! Yum, yum~. LOL. I haven't even tasted it yet. :B Bye. Got to go back to my manga!

Hehe...

Hey! Today, I'll spend my day reading! Reading manga! :D

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Pheww pheww!!

Just fooling around! :D ~~Im crazy!~~

Look Below :D

Thank You! I just want to say thanks to those who viewed my blog. <3

Ma sis is back!

My sis is back!!!!!!!!!!! And she brought back LOADS of chocolates!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! :DDDDD Hyper! LOL Nothing much to say. Bye!~

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Why must you do this to me?

I just can't get this photo right! >:( Oh yeah, I made it myself! :D

IHATEYOU

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU

I seriously think of you as a friend and you, YOU hurt me over and over again! When are you ever going to stop hurting me??? I knew that you would always side “?” than me. But, you don’t have to do that. What kind of friend are you? Betrayer!

Why is holidays so boring???????????

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Is this even legal?

Is feeling bored legal? Cause I freaking thinks its illegal. I am bored for almost the whole day. BOREDBOREDBOREDBORED. Yes I am BORED.LOL. Crazy already lar me. Dont even noe what to type in my bolog. LOL. Blog you are so useful when Im bored. LOL talkin crap. Chow!~~

Monday, May 30, 2011

Today (BORED LIKE SHIT)

SALESMAN

== Why you people keep LONG fingernails? I mean even the lala also don't keep so long punya nails. GEDIK. And then you take off your specs and ask if you look like a Korean star. =="""" Don't make me puke. Btw, I like your specs.

Holiday

Why is holidays so boring? I wish got school but if got, I lazy to go lar. I bet loads of people agree with me. LOLOLOLOL. BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED. Still bored, very bored. Impossible to bee any bored-er. LOL. Amazing English. And Im going CRAZY! Hope my sis bring back chocolates for me! :D But I got a r freaking ulcer. HELP!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Scram.

Wish I could just drop everything and scram. Run away to a faraway island. Transfer school might be the best choice but, my parents don't approve. My dad said that if want to transfer school, must wait until form 4 after PMR. No luck. Sad. My life is full of sadness. I wanna juz run away and hide. Hide where? Somewhere where no one will find me. That would be AWESOME! But no use hoping cause all this won't come true. Sad. I want year 2010 back. Please God, please. :'( I wanna cry but I won't. I won't be that girl. That cry baby. I want to change. Be someone different like, a emotionless gal. That would be best. Actually, I am not sure. You people hurt me way to much. It hurts, OK?? First, she hurt me, then he hurt me. Who's gonna be the third. Well, yesterday and thursday was AWESOME. Except, yesterday night.

Friday, May 27, 2011

So what now?

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE??? Scold someone must say stuff like "Parents didnt teach is it??" wat in the freaking world is wrong with you're brain???? Say i started it all. OK. Say I rude. OK. Scold my parents? NOT OK. I HATE YOU, YOU KNOW WHO!!!!!!!!! Block me. OK. Luckily, got school holidays. Not gonna see your face anytime soon, sucker! :P I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

Look below.

~~I LIKED YOU BEFORE, FRIEND.~~

Last day of school. Well, for now.

Yup yup, today is the last day of school. Last day for Encik Bijaksana aka Encik Sombong. Sad. Oh ya, Pn. Maizatul didn't get the transfer! YAY!!! Didn't bring camera or phone to school as today is Hari Guru Celebration so no photos. Sorry. Well, some people believe that pride is more inportant than friendship. Well, I believe that friendship is more important than pride. Without pride, you still can live on but you'll just be looked down on. But without friends, your life will be like a cave or some sort. Living in the darkness only. Friends are those that come in the cave and explore while brightening it up. I guess this is just my opinion. Well, some people believe that pride is more important as there are 'friends' who will backstab you or break your heart. Well, I'll admit. Friends will do evil stuff to you. Now, I'm confused. Don't know what to believe in. Pride or Friendship. Dang, I'm going crazy. Well, holiday, fix me so I'll be that emotionless gal again. I mean, what is the freaking use of emotion? It hurts more than bring me joy. Seriously. I am being so EMO. I guess that is who I am. Encik Bijaksana, what you did hurts more than what I said. So I guess you could be considered as someone who do not appreciate friends. If i was a little more emotional (crybaby) I would have cried there. Making everyone looking at us. Making them think about what a monster you are. I wanted to say "goodbye" to you but I couldn't find my courage and you don't really deserve it after what you did.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Sorry!

So long no Update cos got exam. M listening to my sister crying. SO annoying.

URGH. >:(

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Sheesh...

I am BORED. LOL.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

My Future!

My future company! <3 I will own this! Muahahahaha!!!!

I wish I can! :(

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

50% discount off Pizza Hut meals! Now you have more reasons to go to Pizza Hut with your friends & family. YUM!

OMG! I don't want my friends to overtake me in the #Churp2race! Join me and rev up together! So get together NOW! :D

I hate you for hating me.

Why do you hate me so much? Why do you run away when I come near? What the heck is your damn it problem? I don't hate you. Remember how close we are last year? Why? Why? Why? What the hell is wrong with your brain?

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Actually, what do you people think about me?

I hate you for making me feel like this. I wonder who am I in your life. What do you think about me. Truth is, I only care about what you think.

Monday, April 25, 2011

If It wasn't for you, I would have chosen another.

Sejarah

LOL. Just now, I was doing my Sejarah homework when I came across the name "Alfonso de Albuquerque". This name reminds me of those "sejarah" between us. I still remember last year during KT lesson, we came across this name. The next day, I asked you how to read that name. You said you asked your mom and she said, Alfonso de Albu-quackquack. I was like, LAUGHING SO HARD!!! XD happy memories. But now, secondary school already. You like, don't care about me already. I am sad and happy. LOL. Sad cause you "forget" me already. Happy cause what you said was so funny!

Little sisters are ANNOYING!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Yseterday Mornin' :DD

So, this was pictures captured yesterday and I edited them. Enjoy! ~ <3

Xue Li trying to sell off her phone. Just kidding!

The cat is looking at Xue Li's watch! :D

Friday, April 22, 2011

Facts About Me

I hate Fridays.
I hate Moral class.
I hate that my blog is lame.
I am starting to hate maths. *_*
I hate slow internet.
I hate the word 'relax'.
I kinda hate myself.
I hate that my phone is having problem.
I hate year 2011.

So many hates...... Now for LOVE!

I love my friends.
I love my family.
I love my cousins.
I love chocolates.
I love desserts.
I love cute stuffs.
I love my home.
I love my room.
I love my bed.
I love my BEST FRIEND!!!
I love ..................................................??????

Damn Sad... :'(

I dun feel like writing anything but for the sake of my blog and reader, I am doing it.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Sorry, blog! So long neva update!

Dear blog,

I think i wanna start my blog like this! First of all, SORRY neva update for so looooooong. But now update since I am free. Well, not really. I am facebook-ing! Chatting with Adelene. I really really miss primary school!!!!! Primary friends and teachers too!

But, now secondary. I HATE SECONDARY. My friend told me on Monday that she wants to transfer school. I was shocked but actually thats what i felt too...deep down in my heart. So dear friend if you read this and got offended by me for posting your secret out, sorry and tell me so I can delete it.

Now, Tuesday. WOW. PJ. Guess what? Teacher ask us to choose a partner. So me and Ateefa together. :DDThen, line up. I was behind Ateefa. Teacher said, "Orang depan pikul orang belakang. Hah. Cepat!". After reaching the destination, teacher said "Tukar." So its my turn to pikul Ateefa. We both can't pikul each other. When teacher look away, we RAN!!!!! After that, we need to carry our partner in our arms. Still tak boleh. Later on, we need to go in a group of 3. So, Ateefa went with Nabilah and Aqilah. I went with Izzah and Siti. Lastly, (in group of 2, Me and Ateefa :DD) 1 person need lie(?) on the floor and the other person have to hold your leg and start walking/crawling. At first, Ateefa lie on the floor. But she tak boleh, so half way I did it. A the ending, my hand was so pain!!!!

P.S. When I tried carrying Ateefa, I fell so Ateefa fell too! :DDDDD Hahahaha. BTW, the next day, I found some injuries on my hand. :'(

Friday, April 8, 2011

Today...

What can I say? Today is one of the worst day ever. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Well, look at the bright side. Tomorrow is Merentas Desa! WOW, like this would help.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Kad perpustakaan O.O

So uglyyyyyy!!!!!! In my card, my eyes look so BIG! Solehah looks weird in her card. Ateefa, ok.After I looked at my card, I wanted to throw it away. I went to Solehah and asked to look at her card. She refused but I managed to pujuk her ^^. Later, we saw many cards lying on the table. So, we flipped them over and take a look. All look WEIRD. Since Jordan was there, he keep teasing. He saw Izzah's card and kept teasing that she doesn't have a nose. So mean! Ateefa then came to us and asked us to sign on the paper she's holding if we got our card. So we signed. After Solehah, Jordan and I sign, Ateefa said we sign wrongly. She signed for us to see. Fazzril, who was sitting behind Solehah, took the pen and signed. Wrongly that is. :D

I will NEVER borrow a book now, cause I don't want my photo to be seen by anyone!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

If...

If you can't see the photos, click on them and you can see a LARGE version of it!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Give some comments??

Pls give some comments on wat songs should i put for my blog!!!

LOL

The internet connection in my house is so lame. Every few seconds it putus. ==
Btw, I'm gonna post some photos hope you like it!!!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Merentas Desa

Argh, today got 'Merentas Desa'. Damn panjang you know. We got to run from our school to the shoplots. You know the mamak store?? Run in there than come back out. Run to the bridge and make a U-turn. Then, run to Desa Jaya 2. Follow the road and go in the neighborhood. Come back out then balik.

It was kinda fun. I ran with Pravena most then followed by Jasminn. I also ran with Solehah and Izzah. At first. I ran with Jasminn. We had a great time together! Then, I joined Pravena. We ran together for most of the time till the ending. When I was at the Desa Jaya 2 (with Jasminn) we saw Muis turning in the neighborhood. XD. At the ending, Jasminn and Pravena went ahead of me cause I was damn tired. That time I joined Solehah and Izzah. Me and Solehah ran to school. She won. :'( I was just a few seconds later ok???

So late ady??? BB!!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

So long

Its been so long since I last posted something in my blog. I'll try to update as much as possible k? So late at night ady! Must go to sleep. Bye Bye!!

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